Sometimes, one wakes up in the middle of the night from a nightmare. Your heart is beating, mind running a million miles per hour. For the past half hour you have been running from Vampires or Zombies... Evil Step Sister... A thousand naked woman throwing little pickles at you(The horror here is that this is a joke from a movie I was making fun of somebody for quoting, and it's 25 years old, and ... they are trying to reclaim their lost youth).
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Nightmare
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
This was a letter.....
I have the pork thing, the one you had such a clever name for.... PorkFlu, Porkchop Fever! I can't remember. It has my head in a Vice, sort of a confused haze. I need to rest up and get over it as quickly as possible, but Rest just gives me too much time to reflect, and wallow in misery. I can almost smell it. Does the Swine flu have a smell?
I'm watching 'To Gillian on her 37th birthday.' It seems ok, but all I can think of is that I was 20 something when it came out, and has Michelle Pfeiffer in it, and apparently she is 37, looking good but reminds me of how old I am.... "Am I that old" "Am I old enough to be a professor and live on a beach, to have had a wonderful wife die, and have a 16 year old daughter." And yet here I sit, wallowing in what it is to be me. Anyways, who can live up to these
Struggling with fantasies I guess. This is going to sound strange, but I just want to exist. Just want to ... be there and be a person, have a life like everyone else. But it seems like that is the fantasy, that I am what I am, Where I am. It's best probably to just let it all be.
Just keep fighting and let it all be, I guess.
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
White hot Mop acton.
Beat... I'm beaten like an old mule...
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
Ugh... of a week
Too much is going on...
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Saturday, September 26, 2009
Hi Blog!
When there is nothing else, there is the old blog.....
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
ok... I may be joining the Freepers!
But the rocket scientists in congress have now decided to pull off... what I expected.
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Thursday, September 03, 2009
bla bla bal CBIATWT
Tired... not up for a post... I feel good on the bike, though my cleat position is FUCKED UP... Need to work on it... just in time to buy some new shoes!!! LOL.
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